there’s this man that i love a lot. his name is Edgar and he’s my bestfriend. i have never been so close to the opposite sex before until i have gotten close to him. he’s a truly beautiful person. the sweetest, friendliest person ever. all i have is him right now, and i feel like that’s enough for me. i hope he is in my life for a while because he makes my tomorrow’s worth looking forward to. i think about him everyday even when i’m with him practically everyday. you know, i never would of thought that i would be with him almost five years ago when i met this kid. but now i can’t even imagine my life without him. i love you man, stay in my life.
my mom is amazing. she has a heart of stone. something i wish i could have. i love her, admire her, but i don’t even communicate with her anymore. even though i live with her. it’s crazy, i miss her even though she could be just downstairs from me. it’s like we’re total strangers even though six months ago we were best friends. she would call me sis…like i was her sister. we were so close. like i’ve never been so close to her as i was. she was a victim, one of three. my brother, herself and myself. i understand the way she is and why she does the things she does, why she acts the way she does„i love her, flaws and all. she is the most beautiful person i have ever known and she will always be. she misses me. she won’t say it out loud and will most definitely not say it to my face, but deep down i know she does. and deep down i know she knows that i miss her as well. but what she doesn’t know is that i miss her ten thousand times more. and i wish i could just tell her that and she would believe me.
you’re scared you’ll never find anyone to love you, not even well. you’ll settle for anything.
you’re about to turn twenty and they never remind you how young that is. falling in love does not make you grow up, heartbreak does, and there is more than one way to fall apart. you’re about to turn twenty and it’s okay if you aren’t ready. it’s okay if you aren’t ready. it’s okay.
turning 20 | Caitlyn S. (via latterman)
This is perfect.
this is me everyday.
my baby brother was really upset so
he was crying
until he realized he was taking selfies on my laptop